It's A Habit

It dawned on me this morning that being pregnant was my new habit. And a great new habit it was!

It helps for me to realize that not only do I miss them, I'm wandering around feeling lost because I'm just not pregnant any more. Such a weird feeling not knowing what to do with yourself. No doctors appointments, no waiting to feel them move, no rubbing of the belly....nothing left but wondering when the spotting will stop. Hopefully it will be done by the time I go to the Dr on Wednesday.

Today I'm doing almost 2 weeks of laundry. I'm not crying when folding the maternity clothes that had the tags removed and were sitting in the dryer since that dreadful day. I'll put them high up on a shelf in our closet for next time.

Because there will be a next time...Maybe one of those little snow babies will become Baby John, the little guy The Mister dreamt about.