Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Going Bonkers

The Two Week Wait (2ww) is the hardest part. I am seriously going nuts. I'm 8 days past ovulation (8dpo) and feeling blue. I am so annoyed at myself. I keep having bad dreams about not being pg. I hope all it means is that I'm worried/anxious.

I'm so scared to test and have it be negative. I think it's worse this time because I want to believe the zings/pokes/cramps I had on Monday were an embryo digging in. It was similar to last time when I felt something, but this time it happened earlier. So then I think couldn't have been anything- too early....but I think it was. Stick little one. Stick!

Normal. Normal. Normal. I know it is normal to feel this way. Doesn't help much.

Thanks for all the continued good vibes, prayers and support. I can't tell you how much it means to us.

4 comments:

Geochick said...

aaack - right there with ya' sister. Are the testing czars after ya' yet? *wink*

Ann said...

haha! No. It's too early and the czars have no power over me....hee hee I have strong resistance skilz. :-)

Geochick said...

Right on. ;-) I'm anxiously waiting to hear results in a few days!

IF Optimist, then... said...

Sending many positive wishes your way. I hope that all you were feeling was a good thing. Best of luck!

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